Listen to your heart beat

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 05:14:28 GMT

Holy shit! another year went by since i last updated. things seem to be like this...

-Band... in the process of recording at boo studio in wakefield rhode island
-Car... Bought a Volkwagen golf. ask me if you want to know more about it
-Drums... Bought an '88 premier resonator set. sounds amazing and the sizes are huge
-girlfriend... Ive been dating dating my darling Robyn for almost a year tomarrow.
-School... I attend CCRI
-Dirtbike... I bought a kx250

thats about it. if anyone sees this leave me a comment. i want to know who still uses this thing!

whoops, i forgot to update again.

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 16:10:26 GMT

so im updating. the band is slowly getting there. this week were playing at uri then in pa and chillen there. its good to get out of rhode island. and now with the edition of the van it is going to happen oh so more often. 2 weeks ago i did drum tracks to our new cd. 5 tracks = 6 hours of drums. it sucked but its out of the way. i want to get this cd out and shit so we better get on the ball.

anyone know anyone with a 5x8 enclosed trialer for sale?

besides thats schools going pretty good. its sooo easy. on one day i have english double period of small engines and then entreprenuership (that looks really wrong) then the other day is algebra double study and then aquaphonics.

today in study matt raymond took a capri-sun thing from tyler gill. he blew it up and tried to stomp it but it wouldnt budge. he tried about 10 more times and BAM! thing was the loudest pop i've ever herd. some guy from the photography came over and was like "dude, you gotta shake my hand....That was impressive" then some bitch hall moniter thing came and said she herd it all the way down A-Hall. it was sweet.

Amanda's a fag.
....she wants my dong i know it :)

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 00:59:48 GMT

ohh yeah, last night was rocco, pete, and ryans benefit show. they are the kids that got in the accident. i havent seen rocco in forever and it him sooo happy to see me. i have to go and visit him soon.

yeah, having a girlfriend right now would be pretty sweet.

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 23:07:11 GMT

school is over and summer has begun

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 02:03:06 GMT

i dug some trails at alex's house today. they are goign to be SIIIICK when they are finished. so far 2 sets are completely done and the 3rd has the launch complete. were still working on the landing. were going to add like maybe 5 more sets. ill get pictures up soon.

tomarrow i think im going to help the valley rats and ugly dig their trials at the un-mentionable spot. i would tell you but then they will be found and torn down.

my fork is stillllll bent. shits all chopper style like those orange county chopper fags

i dont have all of the details handy but

JUNE 4Th

The armada's last show with....

shroud of turin
i am the end
a dead letter promise
and like 2 or 3 other bands i forget

i think its like 5-7 bucks im not sure

its in madison ct. like 25 minutes from west haven and like 45 minutes from hopevalley. this is your LAST chance to see us play.

please instant message me at

shadyempirebmx

if you want all of the details and are interested in coming

Cameron

holla

Tue, 24 May 2005 01:16:07 GMT

i got a job.which means im getting new drums, new cymbols, new heads, new hardware and hard shell cases. gahhhh soo much money to be spent on drums. and the sad thing is is that i dont know what i want to get yet.

PUREVOLUME

MYSPACE

Cameron

can i get an up date, whoot whoot

Sat, 14 May 2005 03:39:29 GMT

yeah, 2 months exactly since i have updated.. didnt mean for it to happen that way up until like a week or two ago. lame, i know. soooo........the band has really taken off. practicing alot and we recorded. how sweet is that? you can check that out over at PUREVOLUME (click me). besides that nothing really new has been going on. been riding some trails over at jody's house in exeter. hes got some mean ramps. im going to prom with 'gita. i can't wait. siamo forte come chiodi. over the past 2 months that ive been away i quit drinking soda. i drink so much arizona ice tea its like im a pro.

i know im forgetting soooo much. ill have to update again.

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 04:55:09 GMT

re-arranged my room. it looks pretty sweet. put new sprocket on my bike. looks pretty sweet. see a pattern? didnt have practice this weekend cause of the weather, but tonight bob and i went up to warwick to starbucks to chat and get some coffee. i got a tall vanilla latte. let me tell you! hmm hmmm. way better than the one i had gotten in madison. chatted about band stuff and left. went back to bob's house for a little bit and then i left. got home and we both searched for contacts. so far i have like 50. also i looked at fonts. we need a font, so when you just see the text you automatticaly think of the band. the only example i can think of is like Every Time I Die. how they have like Arial font but with the I being in old english font. something like that.

gawd, i just rememberd that we have that gay testing this week? oh well i just need those 3 points so i can be like that gay kid from the sylvan learning center so my mom will be proud.

i cut my hair. i look pimp. ive been wearing my sisters glasses. kinda sharpens my vision.

bye.

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 06:00:41 GMT

it might be safe to say that im in a band now with some kewl dewds.

asides from that i have nothing going on. nothing to look forward to. school is as gay as ever. lately ive been waking up feeling like a train had struck me in my sleep. you know when you wake up and everywhere just aches?

i think i need a girlfriend. someone that i can just talk to and know that i can trust. someone who i can show affection towards. someone to stand out in the rain and just skip in puddles with. i guess it'd be cool to be a gentleman. you know, like open doors for her. its lame i know. everyone has been posting something along the lines like that in their journals so i thought i'd mention it too; seing as its the cool thing to do.

by the way i found 25+ hours of music on my computer from when i had kazaa. its sweet. brings back memories.

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 05:45:52 GMT

ive got to remember to get junction 18's viscious cycle album. ive been meaning to for like a year now.

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 02:10:40 GMT

geez. its friday all ready. i didnt really do anything this whole week. its kind of sad. i wanted to do so many things this vacation but didnt get around to any of them. i got a drum set this week. got new heads so it sounds pretty sick. maybe ill see if i can play drums for that band bob jack was telling me about. im excited that jimmy is getting me some fireworks from down south while he is down there. im still pretty pissed that i didnt go. ohh well. theres nothing for me to do about that.

ive got band practice tomarrow for da armada. our last show is on sunday in new york at olives. hopefully we sound good and everyone likes us. im going to film it like always and upload it to eendogrizzle or whatever so if you want to see it let me know. ill get you the link.

my step sister is a faggot. i have lyrics from a band that i know she doesnt listen to in either my away message or my profile or whatever and she will copy them and do the same. and when i see her shes like, "nice profile. why'd you steal it from me? who is it?" its mad annoying. even worse is when i actually make something up and put it in my profile or my away message and she steals that too!

last night i was bitchy. i have no clue why. i went out with justin and john to guitar center and i was just being a dick to them all night. but then i treated them to those new things at kfc.

anyways, why is your favorite song your favorite song? is it the way they sing it, the music, or the lyrics? i dont know i was just thinking about that. i think all of those elements make up why i listen to the songs i do.

bye.

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 06:15:22 GMT

shadyempirebmx: i need to get this cd now
WeAreNightmares: i like their older stuff better than their newer shizzy
shadyempirebmx: they are fookin' amazing
WeAreNightmares: haha
WeAreNightmares: foook
WeAreNightmares: goook
shadyempirebmx: exact;ly
WeAreNightmares: their new stuff is good but that song made me like their older stuff a lot more
WeAreNightmares: speaking of gooks i need to get some shut eye
shadyempirebmx: hahahahahahah!
WeAreNightmares: ima go sleep in my rice patty

good ol' nigga point 5

i got woken up this morning at 7:25 by my mom telling me to go outside and walk the neighbors horse back to my neigbors house cause it got loose. i was like efff that. it was funny. and then i fell alseep.

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 00:14:41 GMT

efff snow!

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 04:23:31 GMT

nothing exciting ever happens in my life, the one in rhode island at least. but then again, my life in ct is becoming boring. im becoming distant with all of my friends. i seriously only hang out with the same 5 people all the time. everyone thinks its cool to smoke up and get drunk. i find it irritable. its really annoying how my mom judges my friends on how they look from the outside. consistantly accusing my friends of being pot heads and what not. shes taking this whole drug thing to a whole nother level. im open with my mom. she knows most of what happens in my life and knows that i dont smoke or drink. but she is consistantly nagging me about it. about 2 months ago i gave her a big heads up about letting me go on tour wtih top of the fair down to florida and back. shes such a queer. she waited till now to let me know that i wasnt going. i honestly have no friggen clue as to why not either. i dont do drugs or drink. im doing perfectly fine in school. i have money. im perfectly responsible. its not like i did something to mess this up. i just dont get it.

other than that, faggitta is the bestestist in the whole world and that is no lie! she's bakin' me a cake. i dont think anyone has ever done that for me for my birthday. except for last year, russ lyman baked me boobie cupcakes but that doesnt count.

i want to do the following this vacation:
- hang out with old friends
- hang out with new friends
- ride my bike
- go to some shows
- get fat
- film something
- eat wendy's number 6's EVERYNIGHT
- get some new cd's
- try and jam with bob jack and schmitz?

ho dicesette anni domani. dormo.

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 03:22:37 GMT

today i hung out with johnson and chester. was going home and rememberd that something was going on at the highschool so i called up shantay.

she told me that there was a wrestling match so i went and met up with her, elisha, paul, chad, bill, and ryan. watched tom parker (hahaha in study he tells the teacher he's tom parson) leap like 10 feet high to his stomache. watched some wresting and some sweet one pieces. this one move that was done was crazy. it involves wrapping your arms around the dudes junk. wresting is such a gross concept ( sweaty men grabbing each other with skimpy uniforms ) but sure is fun to watch.

so then we left early and went to get chinese, home of shantay cause after all she is a chink with da mullet.

i met bill and james or jaymz i dont know which one is the REAL way to spell it tonight. they seem like cool kids. james/jayms is funny as fook.

then we all left and faggitta brought me to my car that was parked at the school and we talked all the way there.

got in my cold truck and drove home listening to every time i die with the heat blasting.

daaaa end.

ill be in west haven this weekend. go to the show at F.Y.I.

the midnight renewal is playing.
www.myspace.com/themidnightrenewal
go check them out

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 04:35:13 GMT

went snowboarding tonight. that was fun

saturday im going to the midnight renewals show in ct. that should be fun.

sunday im gong to top of the fairs show at the living room in rhode island. you should come.

screw valentines day. that is unless you want to be my valentine

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 00:55:32 GMT

my schedule barely changed. now for first period instead of gym i have a study which is sweet cause i can either sleep or do homework that i wont have to do the night before. plus bill's in it which is pretty cool.

last night i went to yawgoo with him and ryan. we rode for a while and went to the terrain park and i couldnt clear the big table. i was pissed. it wasnt even that big like 15 feet or so. ohh well ill land it next time with my camera.

my fookin' front binding strap broke. that was gay. i dont care though. i need new bindings. when i get a new strap anyone looking for some burton freestyle bindings? 50 bucks. i bought them for $250

i cant wait for the snow to dry up cause i want to ride my bike and start working on my vid.

went and got the fear before the march of flames cd tonight. its pretty good.

thats all

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 05:41:01 GMT

i hope my schedule isnt gay.

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 03:49:26 GMT

so my dad informed me today that he is selling my truck to one of his friends which is amazing. hes selling it for 800 and keeping soom of the loot and givng me the rest. this will give me enought money to buy that dub! also im goin to work with him next weekend so i think is gunna give me even more dough. whoo hoo for me.

i like to move it move it

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 02:21:45 GMT

so i have a coke from yesterday and a coke from 5 mintues ago on my desk. i picked one up not realizing it was the one from yesterday. it friggin' tasted like cinnimon soda, but besides that it was warm. iick. it was wierd. im going to invent cinnamon soda. or would that be root beer? na didnt think so

today i re-arranged my cd collection. i took out all of the music that i dont listen to anymore. i got rid of at least like 20 cd's. i have room in my book now! i also burnt some cd's that i downloaded on my computer and listed to mix's i made last year. it was fun.

so far i have taken my english, geometery (easy guys, i have 2 credits in algebra 1 cause my old school was cool and allowed you to pass math with a 60 instead of a 70 so i had to re-take it. not cause im an idiot.)tomarrow i have social studies and small engines. why does everyone get so hiped up about midterms? if you do your homework and pay attention in class you have nothing to worry about. just my look on it.

heres me guessing my grades on my midterms:

english: 85
us history2: 75
physiology: 70
geometry: 85
italian2: 87
small engines: 95

i just sprang news to my mom on me going on tour with top of the fair throughtout all of february vacation. seeing as i missed out on going christmas vacation. but this one will be much better. hopefully my mom wont be gay and let me go.the dates are this:

Feb 18 2005
New Brunswick, NJ
Feb 19 2005
Philedelphia, PA
Feb 20 2005
Newark, DE
Feb 21 2005
Waldorf, MD
Feb 22 2005
Charleston, WV
Feb 23 2005
Fredericksburg, VA
Feb 24 2005
Spartansburg, SC
Feb 25 2005
Atlanta, GA
Feb 26 2005
NC, NC
Feb 27 2005
Hamden, CT

dont forget to listen to them by the way

www.purevolume.com/topofthefair

and be treny and add them on myspace.

www.myspace.com/topofthefair

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 05:57:14 GMT

i hope i get this sweet ass '86 volkswagon golf.

the guy is selling it for 100 duckets. the only thing is that its got some mold inside. fucking gross. but all you have to do is clean it. my friend alexi said he'd help me clean it up, and pain the body flatblack. He'd also hook me up with spare rims for 50 beans and paint them flat black too and also sell me suspension for 50 dollars. the suspension is lowered. just not sure how much. plus, jake is selling is system amp and subs included for 140 o.b.o. maybe i can get it from him for 100 cause im buying his drumset too. if i get this thing the way i just described i will wet myself. cause it will own your rx7 barnes...that is if i get it or you get your rx7.

my dad is hooking me up with some cash flow cause my birthday's coming up.

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 03:54:50 GMT

whose going to this winterball thang?

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 06:10:21 GMT

C'MON SNOW!

YOU CAN DOOOO EEEEET!!

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 05:16:48 GMT

im sick of icky weather.

i want it to be nice and pleasant so i can go out and ride my bike.

i want to do something fun this week. this part of the state really lacks in the fun department. ill just go to west haven this week and have fun cause thats where its at.

i just found one of my button down shirts from pac-sun that i bought in like 8th grade. shits fookin' hott mang.

well alexi is in new jersey hanging out with the inopia guys. im jealous. its all good though. he hooked me up with a pair of free inopia shoes. maybe he will bring me back a prototype or something cool like that?

ohh in other news, i just read off of my bands myspace that were doing like a 10 day tour or so including these states:CT, RI, MA, VT, NY(state), Long Island, NJ, PA, OH, IN, IL, and Michigan.

i really need to get a nice flexible job. obviously doing something that i like. cause now we need to get a tour van.

ohhh and i think were playing with anterrabae in west haven soon? more details to follow (if you listen to hardcore and dont show up ill murder you)

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 00:14:57 GMT

...stuff since i've last posted.

since ive last posted ive

- broken the power-steering on my moms car. the "momvoy".

- for christmas i rapped an empty cardboard box. left the bottom bottom less and got in it on christmas morning and labeled the tag " to: mom " when she opened it she shit her pants, not literally. it was the talk at the family party's.

- got snowboarding boots

- money

- ghetto fabulous converse all-star wanna-be slippers

- bike parts

- frame

- other stuff

my bike niggas. shit is tight.

and today from snowboarding at hopevalley.

later nigs.

Listen to your heart beat

whoops, i forgot to update again.

JUNE 4Th

shadyempirebmx

if you want all of the details and are interested in coming Cameron

holla

can i get an up date, whoot whoot

efff snow!

i hope my schedule isnt gay.

i hope my schedule isnt gay.

i hope my schedule isnt gay.

i hope my schedule isnt gay.

i hope my schedule isnt gay.

i like to move it move it

C'MON SNOW!

YOU CAN DOOOO EEEEET!!

if you want all of the details and are interested in coming

Cameron